Its been a real up and down year for me in my personal, professional and health life.
Some things are settling as Ive landed a really good job with the department of labor and my health issue has been diagnosed and treated (still on going).
The point of this message is to say I had dream today while i was studying/sleeping that i was stepping onstage as a 154 ligtweight and I was in the best shape of my life. THen the **** cell phone went off. But, I hope this is some sort of foreshadowing that I will be back and better than ever. Its getting close, i cant wait until I can squat heavy again, bench heavy, power clean and throw 80 lb dumbells overhead for presses. Cant wait. Now Im starting to visualize it and its making me crazy.
I now have been told i have to take a month off and let the muscle relaxers and anti inflammatories do their thing. Im hoping by september its heavy weights for me. Keep your fingers crossed for me.
you will do it Jason, you had the discipline and dedication to do it once, you know that hunger inside you will not allow you to fail..I imagine not training must be much harder than your contest prep..Just remember the sweet in life is not so sweet without the sour,, im sure your appreciation for bodybuilding has just reached a new level
Jason, I know dang well you'll be there soon. Your too dang competitive not to....lol, and you better have had me on that same stage too b/c my butt needs to get there (a 154, rock hard lightweight) as well. I need all the help i can get. ha.
